Saturday, October 31, 2009 | 11:08 PM

hmm i think i feel alot better today. haha. shd not stay at home all day. it does u harm. haha.
city-ing tomorrow. i think it will be alright. brunch with erf. haha i feel bad for ditching her this morn. did not know what else i could have done. hmm. yea.

did very little studying. hmm depends on ur definition of little though. tumblr-ed this morning and found a real pretty song. made the day better. haha. i think i heard it close to 30 times today. hmm perhaps.

just realised how lucky i was with the timimg. shd stop complaining already hahaha.

the amount of things i have to day explains the boringness of my life :(
cant wait to get out of here :D

| 9:46 AM

exhausted. decided not to go out in the end. haiz. waited so long for this. hmm and i think erfie wakes up very early for no reason. haha. i wish i could sleep more. hhahaha. man i was supposed to leave in 5 mins. and i actually really want to. sigh. now i dont think we can meet till we are back in sg? that is like in dec. ugh. that really sucks.. not fair.

i love snow patrol. maybe i shd go to clayton. find some  music? haha. i think i shd just stay home though. okok. only 2 more days. hopefully.

Sam call me when you are awake. i am  damn bored. for a  while. hhahahahahaha. dont ditch me for KC on th Tv!!! hahaha kidiing.

Friday, October 30, 2009 | 3:05 PM

okay. i think i shall stop doing finance and move on. ughs. one more week to start exams. haha. hmm still feel likes a long way eh? but the papers are pretty much back to back. i hope i survive.
i have been studying non-stop (more or less) since 6 this morning. i feel like an energizer bunny. but i think i might die off soon. haiz.

i think i am crazy. dont think i even studied this hard for As. zzz. well that explains alot. but still. i love freddos. and my music. pretty good. i guess they are the only things that keep me sane.

i want it too badly now to back off. i have no idea why either.

anyways, much has been planned for the hols. haha meet ups :) and i get to fly with Sam! hahaha it has been way too long. and the family is coming to visit next year. haha why can't we fastforward to the happier times. sucks. and i want to eat. hahaha. i am sick of cooking. and boring food that tastes the same.
haha fine it isn't that bad i just feel like ranting. hahaha. ok IT in organisations :s

Thursday, October 29, 2009 | 11:16 PM

let's pretend we never met.

ugh stressed. i dont want to study anymore. i wanna go out and celebrate halloween.
i want to pretend to be a ghost and scare the daylights out of ppl. hahahahahaha.
rubbish.

i watched glee. hmm hilight of the day i guess. probably the week as well. sad right.
but it was good. i liked the episode. haha it is finally getting more exciting. too bad can only get to watch 2 more episodes before heading back to sg. but oh well. i rather be home too. haha. tired. exhausted. dead.
drizzle. haha. cute.


i can't awaken the dead.
day after day.
...

| 11:21 AM

ugh. i hate studying. and people who blast their music so loud i can hear it from my hse. hmm maybe it is a sign not to study today. yeah right. hmm or maybe cos it is halloween tmr and they are having a party? hmm.

To be totally honest. i think i am freaking out a little. hmm maybe a little is underestimating it. shit, i feel really scared now. ugh. i hate it! okok i shall just go study now instead then

Wednesday, October 28, 2009 | 10:28 PM

hmm i have no idea why but this time the exam period feels damn different. haha i am not sure if i am stressed or i cant be bothered as much any more. hmm i think it is the first. haha. ugh. sooo many things left to do. I have not even finished 1 subject!!! ugh. okay quite annoyed. i think i should study non stop every second that i am awake in order to finish anything at all. aahhhh. somebody save me!

haha cherlyn's project joy has arrived! damn pretty! I want to keep it for brekkie. hopefully i don't devour it while studying tonught like the way the tim tams and anything else edible disappears in my room. haha. and i am craving for nutella real bad. maybe just the burst of energy from the sugar. hmm i think that is possible.
I want to get out of here. without feeling guilty. eek. okay i think it is better to just go study now and stop complaining. haha. i love my .rlbmut haha espeacially the latest ones hahahaha! man i suck.

Okkkkk off to do work!

| 10:38 AM

ugh. i am finally awake!
oh man. i seriously sleep like a pig. haha but had a good 10hr sleep.
not exactly ideal with exams around the corner. but wth right? haha
okay. mugging starts in another 10 mins. i guess i am lucky that i can study at home. i would be annoyed if i had to pack my stuff everyday to go to the lib or smth. haha.

myer closed summer sale. hmm sounds damn irresistable. haha even for me! but i guess i shd study. unless i can drag erf to myer a while on sat. hmm cool. hahah. i think she would want to go for it too anyways. hahaha!

Monday, October 26, 2009 | 2:26 PM

hello.
tumblr-ing kills.
alot of time.
dead.

haha. okay i like it quite a bit though. hahaha.
i think i shd abandon management maybe that way i might get something done. i have no idea why i am being so lazy. time is just flying away. and strangely i feel happy about,

yesterday i lost $xx. ugh. i feel soo bad :( and when i told my mom, she said 'just spend $1 less for the next xx days and it would be solved. ugh. haha true i guess but a lump sum makes me feel horrible. haha. too embarrased to go into the details.

-
stop there and let me correct it.
i wanna live a life from a new perspective
you come along because I love your face
and i'll admire your expensive taste and
Who cares devine intervention
i wanna be praised from a new persspective
but leaving now will be a good idea
Catch me up i'm getting out of here
-

Sunday, October 25, 2009 | 5:01 PM

ugh. unproductive day. haha. expected though. i hate studying with plans later in the day. hate continueing knowing i have to stop soon. haha. cant wait for dinner later though. haha. yumm. hope it turns out good. haha but i think it is going to be really spicy :P hahaha. fun.

I HATE MANAGEMENT.
i really dont see the  point with this subject. hmm how do u motivate people? I care because...
yea. it is that retarded. haha. but i will still study for it. ok lah study properly tmr. just have 1 more slack day :)

i like New perspective by PATD :) rocks my socks =)!

Saturday, October 24, 2009 | 9:43 PM

haha. i got myself a .rlbmut haha. sorry was bored in the evening. haha. and it is pretty. i might move permenantly.but for now it is gonna be pure entertainment. haha.

and about the it. hmm i dont think i shd say anything about it anymore. haha. it might be a little mean. and i might have imagined the whole thing. although i still believe it exists. haha yea. i hope it stops by itself soon. cos it really annoys me. like crazy amount of annoyance. that is probably one of the things that annoys me the most. ugh.

| 2:02 PM

and quite by chance...

what is up with the word mug? haha. i have to study. mug sounds too hardcore. hahahaha.
insane-ness. i want to go on a road trip. haiz. haha hopefully next semester :) hehe.
my incredible study till i die plan seems to be up and running. haha if i stick to it. the exams wld be a piece of cake. wahaha. but it is only the first day and i think i am already lagging. haha. maybe i shd switch of the darn internet?. hmm nah. should not, i think i will go nuts haha.

I love the new layout of the room. but somehow i think it makes me feel lazier. haha studying on the bed :)
might take a pic sometime. too lazy to do any thing now. oops:( except studying of course. hahaha.

Friday, October 23, 2009 | 11:13 PM

okay. i blog more than i probably should:(
ugh did absolutely nothing. sad. i am truly tired. trust me!
hahaha fine i will start tom. and i promise that once i start i won't stop.
wahahaha. aloooot to do this sem. and they are all all over the place. haiz.
watch Mao's last dancer tmr? tempted cos they are watching at pinewood. haha i am lazy. and dont wanna waste a weekend trip!
i only have 2 left! haizzz. y i am i so tired anyway? hmm. ugh.

really? nope. i don't really think so.
ugh haiz. i am getting depressed.

| 2:19 PM

don't look da-da-da-down

I  have survived my 3rd semester. woohoo.
hahahaha. yes i know i still have exams but still. i have no uni for 2 weeks :)
heh. okay i have a lot of mugging to catch up on. but I am kind of motivated to mug for everything except networks cos that is just dumb. oh wells. still have to get it done. i will start properly tmr. will do a bit of work today as well though. haha cannot just slack off i think.

i got the rejection letter. haha expected. but still. hahaha fineee there is still a lot to hope for. we'll just wait and see yea? zzz. i am talking to myself. i wanna wii again. haha. awesome way to destress. but i get so tired after. hahaha. oh man i still remember rolling on the floor laughing. and by the way sonic cannot swim. haha. he wears a life jacket when he swam in the olympics. damn cute. haha. maybe i shd not just run away right after the exams. so many ppl wanna meet up. haha but too bad i miss home more :(.
will just meet up next sem then.

most ppl I know here anr half way done with their course. haha soo cool right. ugh i have to wait for one more sem for that feeling. but still i guess it is worth it. haha it better be. otherwise what is the point? hmm yea.

i think i just might enjoy studying for management exams:) heh.

Thursday, October 22, 2009 | 5:11 PM

okay, there is no good news. :(
haha but my tutor pointed out that one of my papers is on friday the 13th :( awesome
haha and she explaied how to apply for special cosideration.. just in case.. zzz!
haiz. i think i have alooot of work to do. i have no idea where to start. but i shd start somewhere.

okay so i have the management qns except for one short answer question. so i guess that should go pretty well. but the lecturer mentioned that we have to write the answers well and give alot of examples of the theorists and the organisations. now what does that mean? fine. i will try and find out from the text. the only thing i want to study is cf.. haha the rest is all just for the sake of it. well i guess i dont mind studying for data mod either. it is pretty practical. but i hate the parts where we have to explain the spreadsheet or smth. dang.
okay i guess we'll be fine. haiz

there is just simply no time. like really really no time. haha. i dont know where i can squeeze extra time from. maybe from blogging. haha. nah. it is ot the time to get all stressed. one step at a time:) hehe.

and i guesss i finally see how studying with friends can help. but i dont think it is good for me. :( i think i disract ppl. hahaha. and i am hungry alr and it is only 5:15! dang!
:)

| 9:01 AM

ugh., i am annoyed. no idea why but yea. i just am.
i cant stnd this anymore. hahaha. losers. yup
okay i have to head off to ui soon. the second last time before the 2 week break haha awesome. management lecture. for half an hour. crap right? yea. hope it is useful though. and data modelling tute and it in orgs tute. am i the only one who still has so many lessons. i guess so. eek.

haha i hope i can blog again later in the day with good news. wahaha.
okay off to school soon then
:(

Wednesday, October 21, 2009 | 10:36 PM

라시나 (raseena)

haha. way too many people are asking about my pm on MSN. hahaha the korean word,어리석은, means 'stupid' and it is read as 'li-seok-eun' haha. cool. haha. and no, i don't take korean.

Spent most of the late morning early afternoon watching the last 3 episodes of net deception. haha I actually made the series last the entire semster. i am amazing. the 2nd and 3rd last ones were really good! alot of action. but the last one was pretty boring.. haha like who ends up with who and stuff. too much of a happy ending. not that i dont like it but painful to watch.

haha okay all i did was practice financial math today. haha spent so long stoning. but i think i have become pretty competent at it. stupid mid sem test. hahaha. i think that is all i will do for today. exhausted already.:(

ooh and tiff and cherlyn(?) are holding a potluck this sun! haha not sure if i'll go though. can't be bothered actually. i dont noe what that means either. but let's just leave it at that.

and i missed my coldplay songs. it has been too long since i actually properly listened to them. :( hahah i like:)

2 more days with that sucky timetable and it will all be over.
taking 5 units has not really killed me yet. but i think its evil-ness only comes out in the exam period where there is simply no more time to squeeze in another subject anywhere. whatever happened to consistency? hahaha joke of the century :(

Tuesday, October 20, 2009 | 3:01 PM

haizzz. revision lecture for fit 1003 was DUMB. haha. yea. he speaks like a tortoise and his jokes are simply not funny. well most of them at least.
I think i am not as patient as i used to be. and I hate having to study in the library during breaks cos i just can't get anything done. i wish i could go back now.. hahaha but i have already decided to go for the finance lecture so i will go for it i guess. zzz

ben and jerry's is awesome. especially on a hot sunny day like today. it was blazing hot by the way. 28 degrees or smth. haha nice. once again i am starving already. thinking if i shd go grab something to eat now=) yummm. hmmm. i have another hour to kill now anywaysss.

Monday, October 19, 2009 | 6:20 PM

okay. a friend did something that really amazed me today. Initially I was wondering why the hell would you do that but when you hear the reason I guess you would possibly be very touched. I think it is quite amazing that such  people are around. haha i wished i was more like that. ugh. hmm i think i could have prevented something from happening a long time ago. but obviously i am not daring enough to do such a think. haiz. really cool girl =) haha. i am glad to know her.

revision lecture for corporate finance was really good. i think the lecturer is quite awesome. nice. and i think she repeated all the key things so i kind of remember all the things we have done in the semester and my lecture slides won't seem that foreign.hahaha

omg. nishan's dad brought muruku amd alot of other yummy stuff haha :) damn cool. yummy. but i want to be home even more now:( hmm and i wonder how u brought all that stuff over from sg. haha awesome. =)
dinner time:)

| 11:49 AM

ugh.can time pass any faster. I really want to know the outcome already. haha. I am dead. I am still so hopeful. haha. damn it. so much for keeping expectations low. haha i dont think i am very good at that anymore.

I always love a lazy monday morn. haha. it is so fun. haha. hmm i think i was born to be a slacker. apparently there is going to be ben & jerry's in uni. as much as i rreally want it, i think id just wait till i get back to sg. hahaha. unbelievable aint it? the start of the last week of uni has begun:) WEEK13!! hahaha i am still amazed i have lived through all 13:)how awesome.. will miss the ppl i met this sem though. some of them are graduaing this yr or deffering their studies for a yr. haiz. haha

oh and the exam timetable is out again and there are no changes. at all. so much for that. haiz..
have fun ppl :)

Sunday, October 18, 2009 | 10:43 PM

okay, so I never knew that I could get so tired playing wii. zzz
haha. a short trip to niko for cakes, ended up in a whole day out. but i really did enjoy it.
haha. lol.

Hazelnet smth smth.. was simply delicious. haha. and we ended up talking for 3 hours. haha. and something someone said ended up in us going back to shalini's bf's hse to play wii. hmm yea i thought it was strange too, but i think she actually practically lives there, so it was pretty much her hse too? haha. played mario kart and mario and sonic olympics. okay first time at that so I really sucked. but it was fun. and the company. hahaha laughed like crazy. i think i could have even teared. I didnt know there were so many characters in Super Mario by the way. hahaha. oh and played with their bunny, tinkle? haha i forgot its name. but it is a boy bunny. haha pretty cute but it kind of has a temper. and it bites clothe when it is annoyed or smth. haha and it is pretty big. and finally Shalini was hungry at like 9 so we decided to go back. nice that he drove me back all the way to rusden. haha I am not sure if the bus even runs that late on a sun.

haha. ultimately it was a good way to spend a sunday afternoon/evening/night :). Back to uni tmr. How sucky is that? i think most if not all of the sci pretty much have already ended their lectures. unfair. haiz. hahaha. okay i will start revising tomorrow. and that is a promise that I will/ have to keep. yup. cools. haha. I cant believe I am this exhausted by the way. hahaha strange isnt it?

apparently the exam timetable might change. hope it is for the better then. quite scary actually. hmmm..

:)

| 10:46 AM

good morning. haha i am up nice and early today :)
well kind of at least. going for cake in a bit. and i just love cake. hahaha
I am sorry i am evil. haha ignore the previous post :)

i want an escape to a faraway island.

Saturday, October 17, 2009 | 9:33 PM

ugh. fine i am quite annoyed already. haiz. haha
I dont mean to be mean or anything. but if u want something u shd at least have the decency to ask nicely?
I know what is it u want exactly. but why shd i offer when u dont wanna ask. haiz. ok quite a screwed up sat. i am getting real annoyed every second. save me. but what can i do. i dont dare say anything haha. aww. sad. i think i am being mentally bullied! haha. ugh sad sad sad life. haiz.

haha. on the bright side i have no assignments. and i am really glad about that. it feels daamn good. hahaha.
had a nice long chat with erfie and hui qi this morning:)
sam!! u have yet to call me. i cant really get through to ur new num for some reason..
hmm i guess i shd try calling the hse then. but still. i cant really go in to my room now i guess haha.
i think i cld. but then it wld be weird cos it is like u are just here to ***************************.

i am a mean person. trust me. hahaha. i dont think i actually am as nice as i seem. =(

Thursday, October 15, 2009 | 1:06 AM

hmm it is scary how u can see someone/ something so differently simply cos u like it/ them. haiz. haha i am so biased! darn it. okay my first presentation in a long long time is tmr. and i am alr feeling nervous. haha prepared alot for it.. could do more but i am tired. I think my timetable next sem MAY be awesome. so far it is looking real good:) haha wish me luck.

Can't wait for fri! really. it will be the end of all this assignment nonsense! haha. i cant believe the sem is coming to an end:) cool. but i hate starting new sems.. so much work and effort is needed. haiz. but before that i do get an awesome holiday :D

seems like 2009 has been an awesome year. with many firsts.. hope it ends well too :).
good luck ppl mugging seasons is approaching.
and be happy i type in eng!!

Tuesday, October 13, 2009 | 3:11 AM

so yeah, we're going down.

okay after sooo many hours i am finally about to go to sleep. after taking a shower! hahaha haiz..
it is times like this i sometimes wonder if it is better to just stay alone. hahaha not like i am even considering. but still.

haha the hse is neat. well my stuff at least. threw away nishan's stuff that was obvious rubbish. haaha but some i really cant tell. :x yay i like my room in this state =) i think i can finally migrate back into the room and start studying without distractions! yayness. i am very tired. but not that sleepy. but if i sleep i am definitely going to have a hard time getting up. haiz.

and stupid widsom teeth.. giving me a crazy headache. fine ache all u want now just stop by the end of the week. haha i have a low tolerance to headaches! prefer to just sleep. which cant be good. hahaha.
I love 'all the right moves' by one republic!

okay i need to invite ppl to my absolutely pretty hse! hahaha exaggerated. but by my standard it is really good! seriously =) and by the way i was kidding about living alone. I enjoy nini's company enough to tolerate her huge-mongus mess. hahahaha. she better not ever read this i might get beaten up. literally.

ugh i dont want to go to school tomorrow. hmm i think i will skip the last lecture and finish up the prep for presentation. I know it is not a good idea to skip the last finance lect but i cant be bothered. i think. hhaha
and fencing AGM.. honestly i prefer a normal lesson but whatever i will go down anyways. hahaha. i hope it'll be fun none the less.

All the right friends in all the right place

So yeah, we're going down

They got all the right moves in all the right places

So yeah, we're going down

Let's paint the picture of the perfect place

They got it better than what anyone's told you

There be the king of hearts and you're the queen of spades

And we'll fight for you like we were your soldier

I know we got it good, but they got it made

And the grass is getting greener each day

I know things are looking up, but soon they'll take us down

Before anybody's knowing our name

They got all the right friends in all the right places

So yeah, we're going down

They got all the right moves in all the right places

So yeah, we're going down

Everybody knows, everybody knows where were going

Yeah, we're going down

Said everybody knows, everybody knows where were going

Yeah, we're going down

Do you think I'm special, do you think I'm nice

Am I bright enough to shine in your space

Between the noise you hear and the sound you like

We just sinking in the ocean of faces

It can't be possible, the rain can fall

Only when it's over right here

The sun is shining everyday but its far away

Over the world they say, they got, they got

All the right friends in all the right places

So yeah, we're going down

They got all the right moves in all the right places

So yeah, we're going down

Everybody knows, everybody knows where were going

Yeah, we're going down

Said everybody knows, everybody knows where were going

Yeah, we're going down

It don't matter what you see

I know I could never be

Someone that'll look like you

It don't matter what you say

I know I could never face

Someone that can sound like you

All the right friends in all the right places

So yeah, we're going down

They got all the right moves in all the right places

So yeah, we're going down

All the right friends in all the right places

So yeah, we're going down

They got all the right moves in all the right places

So yeah, we're going down

Everybody knows, Everybody knows where were going

Yeah, we're going down

Said everybody knows, Everybody knows where were going

Yeah, we're going down

Yeah, we're going down
Yeah, we're going down
All the right moves, yeah
Yeah, we're going down

All the right moves, hey

Yeah, we're going down

Monday, October 12, 2009 | 12:28 PM

argh. ok suddenly not excited about finishing this sem. okay so the exams are really just around the corner. quite scared actually. the sad part is that i am only really scared for the papers on the first day. haha. they had to put the 2 most difficult papers on the same day. ugh. ok i think it is time to start studying. but i still have assignments due this week. not done yet. and a presentation. ugh. time to become a hermit crab, stay home and finish off everything. but dont noe if i shd. feel a little bad. but i dont noe what to do either. haha i am obviously not the friendiest person around. hmm. why now? haha.

okay. i really don't feel like doing this anymore. i want to be back home soon. and i dont noe what they are up to either. it just perpetually feels weird. hahahaha but i think it is likely that only i sense it? hmm okay fine i will ignore it. haha.

:)

| 1:01 AM

hmm. okay so it went better than planned i think. haha that is wonderful.
met erf at 7-ish on sat. had dinner and freddos! haha yumm. i like. then walked around a bit. talked. quite aloot :) haha it was a nice long talk. trammed to meet Amira at the crown. was not really sure how to get there from flinders but i managed to without getting too lost. had fish and chips. well, i only had the fish.. too bloated from before. haha. then walked around in the casino and to the most awesome cheese cake shop. yumms. hazelnut mirangue cake, honeycomb cheesecake and something else. haha. takeaway. could not eat a single bite more after that. haha. went back to Crown. gossiped :x haha. and talked and yea the usual.. hmm finally decided it was better to go to sleep. Amira was really tired i think. haha the energy from the excitement from meeting me finally died off i guess. yup. slept well. Huge comfortable bed!

woke up went for breakfast at the nasi lemak house. had a bad headache, probably cos of the wisdom tooth and the ikan billis only mde it worse by poking everywhere. haha. then got some grocerries for amira and headed back to the hotel. haha and it was time for the cake. yumm. lazed about a while more then was time for me to leave. sad :( haha i wish we could do this more often. hahaha. and yea. i miss sg more now =(.
haha. and i am totally in the holiday mood and dont look forward to any form of work what so ever.. but, what to do the exams are like in a few weeks. ugh. okay i think i am going to go shower then sleep.

hahha and i think everyone shd cheer up :)

Friday, October 9, 2009 | 2:12 PM

okay. i know i just blogged. but here i go again. pure boredom i tell you.
okay i have this love- hate relationship with the tv in my  hse. haha as much as i love watching tv.. i spend too much time at it. like by watching retarded shows that i couldnt care less about. hahaha. because if that i was nearly late for uni once this week. haha. slacker. but i love the shows on on mon. i think i shd restrict myself to watching tv on mondays and glee on thurs. haha. i dont noe how this can be considered as restricting.. but too bad haha. only 2 more weeks of UNI!!! wohoo. summer here i come. kind os immuned to the exam periods alrdeady. haha i dont think i am as daunted by the thought of exams as i used be. probably because they are spread out and have no 2 papers in 2 days consecutively. i do have 2 on one day though. hahaha. summer :D

| 1:19 PM

hmm. okay plans for today...
clean up the waay too messy bedroom of mine.
start some revision for CF.
hmm and maybe bake? if i find the time.
okay this was not what i intended in the morning at all. haha thought i was going to the crown to stay over with Amira.. but i just realised the 10th of oct is tomorrow.
haha yea, i dont think i am very good with dates either. haha but how cool is htat?
i have never been into the crown (hotel) before :D

hmm so this would mean that i will be out tmr. and if Amira goes off on Sun morn, which will be most likely the case i can go find erfie after that. excellent. provided if everything else works out as it shoud.

now i have to study. apparently there isn't that much time left. yea i realise that. but am still too lazy. haha.
so many things going on next week i think can only concentrate properly after everything else has been settled. hehes. cant wait for SUMMER:D

Wednesday, October 7, 2009 | 1:51 PM

haha i thiught i was not going to blog for some time. but where the hell right?
hahaha. okay i think i finally got over it. haha yes i know i am not very fast.

reason why i shd not attempt to study, now.
i tried to start for fina;s yesterday.. total waste of time. spent close to 3 hours in the west reading room. and i got nothing done. listened to robboe williams until i pod died. ugh. wait i think i read the first set of notes on what are the resources available for this subj and stuff like that. haha i think i read it all before. but i forgot most of it. and it is boring to read something you half know. ugh. haha. i am home today:) not going to do any work today. yayness. haha at least till after dinner

my appetite is gooing crazy. i was starving the entire day yesterday. i think i spent about $10 on food in uni yesterday! that is aloot by the way.. so sad.

and i realised the person i hated since the start of this sem is not so bad afterall. haha just have to get to know the person a lil better. haha no idea why he annoyed me so much at the start. haha then i realised i was quite like that too. ugh now i think i am annoying too. haha.hmm i dont know how to say it but yea. it is scary to realise that. hahahaha!

i want nice dessert :( like something just absolutely yummy. chocolate. creamy. with nuts. hmm yummmmm. cant wait for fri. :)

And then there will be 4 weeks to doom, 6 weeks to freedom :)